volcano in my body gonna erupts!!!

been always trying hard to keep my volcano for not functioning BUT...it is always hard to do that...one who gave me life always give us trouble...i thought there's only never ending words but there's never ending trouble too...there really things which have no endings...but somehow when there's yin then there will be yang...i just receive something which dripping sweat and blood needed...it is something u can use to get everything in this world...going to get the thing to exchange with my dream castle...will rush and attack full force to the castle to make it mine...i'm thirst of it...once the castle is mine then everything will be fine...