never ending words but ending story!!!

today is the most happy day and sad day....i learn to take and i learn to leave....i know take is easier then leave....but some how when u need to leave then u must leave....from today my life will be colourfull as before...i will make my life as bright as i can...no point to make it fade....sometimes things are not to be control....but u will be control by something.....but now nobody can control me as i will control myself back....no more something for me as i dont wish something like this happen to me....but i will do something for my future...something which will make my life came back to LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why need to be so fake!!!!

i dont know why everyone need to be so FAKE...even i myself are fake...when i'm real ppl will say that i fake and when i'm fake most of the ppl think is real...STRONG is only what i say..FEEL nothing i can do...LOVE is to give up...sometimes things are meant to be like that...but what can i do coz life goes on..."can like that meh" that's the word...caramel and honey another word...finally came out with HATE i myself dont believe it...irritating maybe childish or stupid...these are the words now.... =) its late time to think ...